Hm.....

Sometimes I think it would be easier to let it go. To not worry about it until I am older. But when I think about it not being in my life,.... I simply cannot imagine that. I need it. I strive for it. I long for it. I desire it. As it is now, it's hard. It's terribly difficult. But I wouldn't change it for anything in the world.  They say you don't know what you got until it's gone... well I know now.