How can I feel so alone when I have so many people around me?
I leave in a week for the adventure of a lifetime. but am I ready??
and even though i should be happy about leaving.. i'm not.
if i could change everything right now... would i? I might.
sorry if this is scatter brained. i have so many emotions going on right now, it's not even funny.
i dont know what to do.
or what to think
i'm leaving my family and my biggest supporters
all my friends are away in different countries/states, so thats not much change
and relationships, who even knows...
i just feel so alone. and on my own.
i dont know what to do.
