How can I feel so alone when I have so many people around me?
I leave in a week for the adventure of a lifetime. but am I ready??
and even though i should be happy about leaving.. i'm not.
if i could change everything right now... would i? I might.
sorry if this is scatter brained. i have so many emotions going on right now, it's not even funny.
i dont know what to do.
or what to think
i'm leaving my family and my biggest supporters
all my friends are away in different countries/states, so thats not much change
and relationships, who even knows...
i just feel so alone. and on my own.
i dont know what to do.
Just know you are not alone! We love you so much! I know this is going to be the hardest thing you will probably every do (except for when you move to peru of course)and just know that we are all praying for you and we are going to be living through you during this whole experience! Just think about all the things you are going to be doing and all the people you will be reaching. it is going to be an experience that words wont' be able to explain. Just keep your head up and if it becomes too hard im sure they will always let you come home. We love you soo much girl!!!
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